It’s unusually quiet today, didn’t wake up like I normally would at 9am it was 11am shocking even to my Chocolate Persian feline.
It feels like I had drops of power added to my soul and it has driven me through a portal that would take me through trial and tribulation and I finally made it and didn’t die. Now transforming into this new realm is where there is no past or future there is just a now. As I speak it, it comes into being. I remember having dreams like this where something was missing, in this particular dream a staircase, and I spoke the words that I want a white staircase that escalates up to the top of the rooms and as I said the words they came out as the finished product! I remember waking up and thinking what an awesome dream. Now, years later I’m in this realm. As time goes by it gets easier to live in the now and relax. I think the worse part in living like this is just getting here, once you are here you start to get the hang of things.
I remember before learning how to use my words properly I would always say, “I could easily be a beach bum” then, there was a time all the hotels were filled and we didn’t have a place to stay for two days, so we found our way to the beach and stayed out there, this wasn’t exactly a picnic. I no longer say those words.
It used to bother me to have just enough, and then worry and doubt brought along their best friend fear and they had a field day with my mind. Sometimes they would invite what if, and have a rich festivity. That’s one of the great things about this new realm of living; I don’t feel what if, doubt, fear, or worry as much and I don’t miss them.
Constant learning is the key to living in this realm; no one claims to know everything. Yet, there are few people that make it to living in this jurisdiction. I suppose if it were easy everyone would be living in this domain. What I love best about this type of living is there really isn’t an entity as time. This was the most frustrating factor to learn because I was forever trying to figure out how and why things came to be and this would always delay the time that things would occur. Using the how and why and when questions, may invite some sort of negative response which can delay or shut down the positive flow and keep it from transforming from the invisible to the visible. Time is always now, so words have to be spoken in the now and therefore they become. Since there is no such thing as time everything is infinite.
Etiquette, this is what I’m most thankful for, manners I have kept throughout my life because, my mother was very keen on making sure I had and kept protocols because she says it will take you a long way in all walks of life. I remember being around people that had no scruples or manners and just thought people should share and give to them, especially if they weren’t able to get it for themselves, there was never a please or thank you or anything complimentary coming from them. Having been in that situation, when I did hear a mannerism of any kind my soul would leap inside! In order to live in the now and keep the words flowing, and coming into the visible, and transporting what you want in life; one has to be grateful and always love what they already have in order to obtain something more. Staying positive becomes easier when we are most thankful for all that has been accomplished.
I caught myself one day saying that this city really didn’t have that much news, it didn’t have the violence and the gore I was used to in other city news this was odd to me. Yet at the same time it was a good thing that someone had not murdered or stabbed or robbed or raped or kidnapped somebody every half hour of the day. Couldn’t believe I was trying to miss that. It’s funny how some thing’s can make you feel refreshed and reborn, loving this feeling and the good thing about it is it’s not just a temporary feeling it’s a lifestyle and new way of living I believe this is true freedom. I love the feeling of getting the house cold by opening up all windows and turning on the fans and then snuggling under the covers and watching a good movie buying delivery! So awesome, what’s even more exuberating is a stormy evening with lots of thunder forming which about shakes the roof off combined with sheets of rain. When my movie ends I turn on my tunes and do a dance! Those split seconds when the sun peaks through the clouds and the clouds form a heart, just amazing, I used to think those pictures on fb were bogus. I love listening to country as well as other types of music. This new realm is the clear fresh and good feeling I love the updated style of living today.