The clock is ticking 1:52 AM.I am still awake. Infact awake from the last 28 years. Searching for myself,What I was, What I am, what I will be.completely confused.Life is a strange game which has no rules that one should abide by.And people like me always love to follow rules and go by them and believe them blindly. But now a days, success comes at a price. You can never afford to win if you dont crush anyone else. Its a bitter truth which we need to accept. But I am unable to swallow this fact. Slowly even I am realizing this fact. Be it at office, where you have to back stab your best buddy and gossip about him infront of your manager to ensure that your promotion is not derailed, be it in your own family when one has to talk about one cousin to come closer to another one and many more like this. But then I think, What is the use of all these. I will get a promotion, become good in the eyes of all my relatives and be a successful person in the life. But what is the cost of all these which I have to pay. A friend with whom I used to share all my happiness and sorrows, a brother who used to care for me day and night. Why cant we be happy with what we have. Why we always desire for more. How can we measure the saturation point of our desire. Who can decide all these things for us. Then comes in my mind, our Soul.Our inner conscience. That is the only thing which can actually guide you and help you decide between the right and the wrong. That can only help you in becoming a good decision maker. We always say that GOD exist. But god is nothing but our own soul. So when we fear God as well, we should also fear while going for any wrong doing because our soul is never asleep and is always awake to see whenever we are going for any wrong doing. Now I wish I can also go for sleep along with millions of other good people who are now asleep with completely being assured that my Soul is there to remain awake 24×7 to prevent me from doing anything wrong.