This life is funny sometimes, but it’s going to work and so far it is good. Once the tools of life have been given then one has to put together, prioritize and learn patience while the process is working. I feel sometimes like a kid that wants things to work out right now, I want to kick, yell and throw a full blown tantrum, but that won’t do much. It works more on giving me a headache than solving the problems.
I’m trying to figure out why is it so important to wait for the resolution, when the problem is right now. Why can’t the problem take a while to come? Why is the problem quick and early?!! My mind is set on things that are materializing and I have learned the principle of patience; which in my opinion is to work toward the process and in the meantime get more in doing the things that are necessary to achieve daily results toward the bigger goal and know there is no time limit. Life places urgency’s on each of us by creating bills, but money comes to me easily and constantly when I need it, I have noticed. Each situation creates an easier transition to not worrying about anything.
One would think that losing one’s voice temporarily would be a good time to write about patience until the voice can rest and resume to its normal state, except, I have to talk about all kinds of details that come to mind that just can’t be written down because this needs to be verbalized to anyone who will listen. Now that my vocal cords are sore and I can’t even whisper, I have this incredible urge to whine about wanting something to hurry up or wanting a particular situation to pass immediately (is this still impatience?) My vocal cords are very sore. It’s a good thing I’m not a singer or have a story telling gig in front of a live audience! I have learned to shut up and wait for the voice cords to heal. Life is funny, sometimes
If I told you all the things I should be worried about it would drive one mad. Since learning to control my negative thoughts, it’s comforting. It’s so strange still to watch everything play itself out without a waste of worthless worry. Although, I can picture what I would do if I weren’t in a meditative state (Is that cheating?) Oh, well, that’s life and how I see it so far. Not perfect yet, or should I say, it shall be perfected soon! Oh, yes, life is funny, sometimes.